not just any feeling

it's what you feel exactly after you have had a lovely encounter: joy, amazement, an exhilarating experience and all that feels unreal. the problem is that when it goes away you feel there's a deep space to be filled in...and you find yourself addicted and needy.
suddenly you start fighting for moments just like the one that you had before, which made you feel special and in the right place even though apparently for some innocent by-standers you were shinning in the wrong address for that dress, that awesome dress that you wore so proudly...