over here

I am here and I'm stubborn. I have my mind set on something and I just can't go without. I start fidgeting, I can't begin something else, until I'm done, until I can have it exclusively and obsessively. No way out, no where else I'd rather be than here with what I want.

So you'd better be prepared to let me stay in, to enjoy the moment until my whole inside is filled with the good things, with confidence and charms so that when I leave, you'll continue to be there with me and breathe in my rhythm and feel my every move.

And now I'm sitting here, stuck, until I get that feeling of being complete to last.