pretty please

General rule - we all desire things we don't have. Individual rule - I desire things especially when it's impossible to have them. And I add to my wishlist a pretty please. Won't you just come if I blink twice, if  I ask with my whole heart and I promiss to behave well?

Well, things aren't that simple, even when all the right arguments on your side, when you try really hard and you think you deserve it.

So I sometimes just let it be and wait for December to come with snow and everything I need. As long as nobody tells me there's no chance to get there, I hope and I stay quietly in my corner singing Christmas carols in July and planning the perfect December.

What do you do when December comes and it's not quite like you have imagined it? I say pretty please once more and wish for it whenever I get the chance to make a wish. But my wish won't come true until all the stars are aligned and the moon is full. So I stand unsyncronised until all the others allign to my December spirit. That may take time, but oh, when that December comes it shall be mine and it shall be brilliant.

So I wrap myself in ribbons and pretty lights, I shine on others as much as I can and share my generousity. Because I want to carry them home and until they come, I will have prepared the perfect  magic setting.