(un)conditional

I feel it unconditionally. I know it, no doubt about that. I express it no matter what and to the intensity of my feelings for a while. Here the limitations start because at one point I cannot continue giving without receiving, I cannot put myself out there and expect nothing in return, I just cannot. Can you?
But I continue feeling and knowing and hoping.

And the beat goes on and I float in our dreams and my feelings when they keep me at surface. When they start interfering with my swim, I lose control and the water covers more and more until I feel like drowning. That's when I need a life vest. There is always one by our side, we just have to see it. And the feelings that used to lead me to my wanted destination now make me fight to survive. Now, their place is right in the back of my heart. Though they remain as true as before, they lost priority for there was no support in real life to feed them to their fullest. Slowly I will start floating again, for the moment I just fight. Forever Dolphin Love.

By the way, has anyone seen my life vest? It's purple, green and nude pink and it has lots of hearts on it.